My thumb!-_-
Two days ago I sprained my thumb really bad. It fuken hurt! It happen at recess, BUT even though I had basketball tryouts I still went and guess what! I made my thumb even more worst! Ms. Yao if that how you spell it, had to put some special tape to straightend my finger. Hurt like hell! My thumb got really swollen and it got better only a little. I had to put ice on it evry day. Because of my thumb its so hard for me to type, write, and txt. I can’t even play COD 4. Now my finger is turning purple and my parents are stupid cause there so lazy to take me to the hospital so there going to take me on monday-_- and they mite evn have to brake my bone on my thumb to make it straight and its going to hurt! Thanks to my thumb it affected me in so many ways.
Today wasnt what i thought it would be i tried to take a nap but then my parents told me we were going to the mall so i slept in the car and i didnt wanna wake up when we got there i was in a fuken bad mood. I bought a flannel its a blue one at marvyns? i thing i dont rememebr and im gonna get COD medern warfare number 2 for ps3! after whent to shakeys and played the basket ball game i baet the record for the most points in one game and it was 98 points they suck at that game! I got 100 hundred tickets for beating it and went to a random dude i didnt know and gave him my ticketsXD aha! OH and I got my phone back so txt me yeah??
Today
I planned to go to the skatepark with Matthew but thats not gonna work out cause we cant so ima just stay home chill, and do my homework. I have to do extra credit for english and social studies + the worksheet that mr. lopez gave us. Just like all the other days I’m stuck doing nothing.
loosing people here and there.
________ I remeber before we would always talk and you would be able to talk to me about anything. Even about guys which was wierd lol. We would always laugh about the randomest things. I would always make fun of you how you could kill anybody with anything even with a piece of paper. And your parents are so cool to especially ur dad when we play the slapping game. NOW we barely even talk, whenever we pass by each other in the hall you dont even bother atleast saying hi. Whenever I ask you whatsup you say nothing even thought i know theres something you havent told me. Today i saw your parents at chuch and now it feels ackward for me to talk to your parents cause its not the same anymore. I wish you were still my *******.
____ i dont even know if you think im still your friend. You act like im not your friend anymore i think you made a blog about me but im not sure
there 2 more but i dont wanna say.
im so sorry ive been acting that way, its just that theres a reason behind all this and i dont think i can tell you cus it would hurt you..
yeah i know i figured it out.
Yes, I thought you could be my best friend. I depended on you, and proved to everyone else why I cared about you a little bit more. But why would you let me down like that? After everything we’ve been through, I’ve never left your side. I decided to push the fact that you were mean to me. Of all people, I didn’t expect this from you. Here you are, leaving me hanging. Thanks, best friend. is it me?
Not the same anymore
I miss how we would always have late night phone calls and now we never do. I like how we would always hang out and you would always be random and say random stuff, now we dont even say hi. I liked how before I would ask “Whats new?” and you would tell me all this stuff, now i asked you and you say “IDK”. Before we would always have long hugs now i dont even get hugs. I miss all the things we did. I just wished you were one of my bestfriends again=/
thats how i feeeel wifff some ppl
yea you told me. u should know who im talking about on this blog. i told you
Not the same anymore
I miss how we would always have late night phone calls and now we never do. I like how we would always hang out and you would always be random and say random stuff, now we dont even say hi. I liked how before I would ask “Whats new?” and you would tell me all this stuff, now i asked you and you say “IDK”. Before we would always have long hugs now i dont even get hugs. I miss all the things we did. I just wished you were one of my bestfriends again=/
today
Was kinda fun i thought we were gonna practice for are dance on family day but we didnt=[ I got to school at 7:00 a.m. so fuken sleep-___- saw her at 8th grade I was gonna go up to her and hug her but then i saw ms. Anulat so i couldnt. Then she left so i was gonna hug her then ms. Tran pops out of nowhere so i was like WTF?!?! so i couldnt and had to go to class-_- class was not boring but it wasnt fun it was just in the middle. We had p.e. at 8:30 i think, it was really fun! I played “the scooper” LMAO!XD we didnt know what it was call but it was kinda like the sport cros but in a mini version. After we had science I went to get my stuff then there was a note i looked at it and it was from her<3 ms. G. was are subXD aha I kept on making this loud squeeking sound with a plastic wrapper and she got mad! i did it like 4 times then she said “ho kiips an dooing dat?!! eef I cutch ju ur gooing doo bee en biig drouble ha!” AHAH then the class tried to trick by saying “I didnt hear anything” XD
It was recces after and I couldnt find her=[ until after wen i got in line to go to math she surprised me from the back and told me she was helping with the dance. Math was so fuken boring! We had to take some stupid test and it was so fuken boring! Atleast after we had literature and I like literature cause we read this interesting book called “The Giver” and im actually READING it. After was lunch I didnt get to eat anything because it was soup and it was disgusting. RELIGION! OMFG! we had substitute and she was white and was so fuken strict! and she sucks at religion! She asked us a question and we didnt understand wtf she was saying so we were all silent and it was ackward and starring at her then laughs a little then says “ahah you guys look at me like im crazy.” then wen she looked away and we all started laughing silently and whispering to each other “cuz you are!” it woulve bin funny if u were there!
electives was fun we did the fitness thingy all we did was play basketball for 45 minutes after we went back in class and sat down for 45 minutes talking about perverted stuf with miss yal (i dont know how to spell her name) and thats my day! BYEBYE!
Stop Denying.
You made the choice. You said it was my decision but it was really yours. I can’t believe that after all the crap we’ve been through together, you still do the same thing you did a few months ago. You’ve effected me so much but you always leave me angry, confused, sad, and frustrated-all at the same time. I never know how to feel when I’m around you.
I gave you so many chances to make everything right and to prove that you’re there. Everybody was like, “Oh man. He’s dumbbb!”. I was being stupid and didn’t listen. I knew that you got me so I didn’t want to let everybody be right. I knew you could’ve changed.
Now, what the heck are you doing?! You left me out in the dust, freals. So I’m there for you, listen to what you have to say, and forgive you for all the crap you make me go through and you give me in return-ditching me to chill with the person, not responding to calls or texts, and totally forgetting about me. Seriously, why are you even trying?
It hurt so bad that day. When you sent me that text. When you told me you didn’t want to chill or talk anymore. That you chose the person over me and the next day, you try to win my heart? What is that? You can’t have every little thing you want, including me. I’m sorry but I’m not a second choice or some rebound girl. You can’t go from me and her back and forth because I’m SICK of it. I’m sick of lies and all the fudge you say.
So what, just when I move on, you realize that you still care? I’ve realized that I deserve more. YOU STILL CARE, STOP DENYING IT. I bet you miss all the phone calls and texts, smiling at each other, and hugs. I know you love the person, but you wonder what could’ve been. Sorry buddy, I don’t roll like that.
If you can’t roll, roll out.You, yourself said that I’m “Miss Independent”.
who???
